I miss you. I miss you and I miss you.
Miss your jokes and words of comfort.
Miss your ha! ha! and your words of wisdom
Miss your smile in the pics….
Miss you much….
Saturday gloom… March 22, 2008
Just another Saturday. Like the other Saturday. The same Saturday over and over…. Somehow…I wish there is no weekend…
Why?
It just brings tears and longing…..
no break for the wicked…. March 21, 2008
I know it is too good to be true. Still, there is no break for the wicked.
I am back to my shell…..
My longing…. March 21, 2008
Take the ribbon from your hair, Shake it loose and let it fall,
Lay it soft against my skin. Like the shadows on the wall.
Come and lay down by my side till the early morning light
All I’m takin’ is your time. Help me make it through the night.
I don’t care what’s right or wrong, I won’t try to understand.
Let the devil take tomorrow Cause tonight I need a friend.
Yesterday is dead and gone and tomorrow’s out of sight
And it’s sad to be alone. Help me make it through the night.
I don’t care what’s right or wrong,I won’t try to understand.
Let the devil take tomorrow for tonight I need a friend.
Yesterday is dead and gone and tomorrow’s out of sight
And it’s sad to be alone. Help me make it through the night.
I don’t wanna be alone. Help me make it through the night.
Missing March 20, 2008
If you only knew my heart
you will know that
my love for you is eternal
and no matter what you do and did
I still love you
’til the end of time
Sometimes I wonder
when will you care
because I know
you don’t even care.
I miss you so much (and I know that you know that).
Gloomy Tuesday March 18, 2008
Today is a gloomy day. I am going to take River to school after one more day off from him yesterday due to his recovering from his fever. He is really a chatty. He likes to talk talk and talk…. sounds familiar like someone I know.
I will be out most of the day because there is lots of errands to do. Sam will work from home and it is good for him to be alone and do his homework. I saw he already stack up his lunch (read: summer roll) in the fridge. So I don’t have to make him lunch. I am a free baby today.
I sent him my thought about the trip and he said he would think it over. Let’s see what he will come up with. In the meantime I will transfer some money to my individual account, for buying the tickets.
Again, we’ll see what he comes up with.
I still have lack of sleep. Not sure when I will be recovered. It is just not easy to fall asleep at night, plus the stiff body all over.
I haven’t heard from him. I guess he doesn’t care.
Have a groovy day, Everyone.
u.p.s.e.t March 17, 2008
I am so upset today. My dream, my plan just washed away. But I know that God will help me.
Happy Sunday March 16, 2008
Today all of us are feeling better. The fever for the boys broke last night and they are feeling better today. Thank God.
I got my iTouch fixed and has more features on it..yey!!
S went out this morning and he didn’t tell me where he went…oh well.
Not sure what will I do today. Maybe another day of resting? maybe going to the Asian Store and stock up some Indonesian spices and goodies? Or maybe going to the park, but the boys are just recovered, I don’t want them to catch anything anywhere. Tomorrow is their school day…. After a week having them at home, I am surely missing them when they go to school again. They are just good boys, only need more activities and don’t like being bored.
We managed to sell some stuff that we don’t need at home. Our garage is still full of junk. Sam said that he might sell his woodworking equipments. We’ll see.
Tomorrow is St. Patrick Day…. reminds me of him 
Have a happy Sunday, Everyone.
Pour toi March 16, 2008
De toutes mes expériences, tu es celui qui touche vraiment mon coeur. Je me sens toujours nerveux parce que tes victimes et l’attitude cool, mais en revanche, t’adore pour ça.
Je ne suis pas certain que tu sais comment je me sens. Parce que si tu le fais, tu seras peut-être plus sensible à mes sentiments.
Je pense avoir à vivre avec cet amour non partagé. Qui sait, peut-être pour toujours.
Je ne suis pas certain que tu sais comment je me sens. Parce que si tu le fais, tu seras peut-être plus sensible à mes sentiments.
Je pense avoir à vivre avec cet amour non partagé. Qui sait, peut-être pour toujours.
Tu me manques bien!
