I am a bit sad, pissed and I am not sure how to describe my feelings.
Here the thing:
My dearest friend just turned me down on going with me to my hometown. How wicked is that? I meant my friend is the one who proposed such trip and then now my friend couldn’t make it because my friend went there already last week. And now my friend is tired and not sure whether my friend will be able to endure such trip anymore in the near future.
Gosh…. I am so pissed and sad… I had planned everything, I saved and earned every penny for my tickets..literally…. I worked for it. And now, the excitement of meeting my friend is almost vanished. I hope not…but seems so.
I am holding hope that my friend will change mind and will join me there…. that would be my dream come true.
Keep praying…
