impatience woman? yes, me! August 16, 2008

I always have problem with being  patient.  I can say that I am impatient person.  It is just hard for me to wait and wait.  So many problems caused by my impatience.

I want to be more patient but so far no success.  I will be mad or going crazy if I have to wait and wait and I don’t handle it well.  Maybe that is why I have some bad experiences in my life.

God…..grant me patience……and to know that all will be good in the due time.

Still trying….

Too Much on My Heart – August 16, 2008

Good bye my past…

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(song from the Statlers Brothers)

You’re having second thoughts I can tell by the way you look at me
I can tell by what I see that you no longer believe in me
I’m havin’ bad dreams can’t seem to get back to where we used to be
Sometimes it feels like we’re worlds apart
And I’ve got too much on my heart

I’ve got too much on my heart and I don’t like to feel the pain
And I don’t know where to start to make you love me once again
I don’t have time to make you understand
Lord this thing is gettin’ out of hand
Pain shoots through me like a dart and I’ve got too much on my heart

Don’t be so cold to me I know you’ve changed but it’s still hard for me
It’s too late I realize I can see it in your distant eyes

You needed all of me but I can’t be there like I used to be
And Lord it’s tearin’ me apart
‘Cause I got too much on my heart

I’ve got too much on my heart and I don’t like to feel the pain
And I don’t know where to start to make you love me once again
I don’t have time to make you understand
Lord this thing is gettin’ out of hand
Pain shoots through me like a dart and I’ve got too much on my heart

Merci Dieu August 16, 2008

Merci Dieu, au cours des trois derniers jours, j’ai senti tellement heureux.
Je se sentent aimés et pris en charge à nouveau. Il est très chère à moi.
Dieu S’il Vous plaît … permettez-moi d’être heureux …

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Thank you God, in the last three days I have been feeling so happy.
I feel loved and cared for again.  He is very dear to me.
Please God…let me be happy…